DEATH
It took this tissue
To remind me about this issue.
It was only 1 years time – 365 different little experiences…
As if there was no one else,
I relied on myself,
The panic came out automatic.
It was more frantic
When I had NOTHING.
When I had 0 – I found a hero.
In Anthony and Nay
I had nothing to say
except that I wanted to end my life.
I would bypass the conventional picket and a wife
yet,
were all married to death.…
SLOW TO GROW
Being a rake,
gives me fecund material like Blake
But me
I’m more contemporary like Drake
But lets get to the heart of the subject.
It’s delicate
the way I complete it like a predicate
Now here’s the sentence.
I lost time
going for mine,
these rhymes are nothing but rewind
a coward afraid to press fast forward.
Yet what I lost before,
I gained right now.
what the French call “Je Ne Sais Quoi’”
And if you asked me I could’t even tell you how.
And …
NO ONE ON THE CORNER…
Happy Columbus Day! I hope you enjoyed the day off if you had one. If not, don’t fret – it’s not a travesty. Albeit we shouldn’t celebrate his fortuitous journey into the new world, the holiday has been ensconced with years of reality, going nowhere fast. Perhaps I’d like to bring big Chris in a new light. No one on the corner or ‘Old World’ had royal swagger, back in the day, like him. I don’t ask for permission, but forgiveness if you don’t agree; …
WRITING LEFT UNTIL THERE'S NOTING LEFT
PARDON THE RUDIMENTARY
I FEEL LIKE I’M 3!
THIS IS HARD,
WRETCHEDLY WRITING LIKE A RETARD!
I HOPE THE YELLOW SCHOOL BUS SOCIETY
DOESN’T START RALLY’S
BECAUSE OF ME
I’M DOING IT FOR ME
AND ME ONLY
JUST TO PROVE A POINT
IT’S THAT BAD
THIS HANDWRITING – IT’S SAD!
BUT WITHOUT FEAR
I WILL PERSEVERE
AND WITH PRACTICE
I KNOW IT WILL LOOK LIKE THIS.
I’M 9,999 HOURS AWAY
THAT ALL I HAVE TO SAY
I’M GOING TO WRITE
UNTIL I GET IT …
LOOKING LIKE LIL' 22
It never gets old;
kicking the sh*t out of these goals.
We practice-
We Play
“We love to compete” we say;
I turn on my play
When it’s the playoffs.
Just to set it off
during the CHAMPIONSHIPS!
Yet as if I were reading a book
the sacrifice of all the time it took…
I won, I closed it, what is there to show?
I suppose it’s the right to say, “Now I know.”
All of a sudden, there’s no defeat,
mistakes, I can’t repeat
Back …
OCTOBER 5TH
She saw me
And I was
I DONT’ KNOW
as we grew
I was someone new.
I was told,
to be the old.
I took heed
of what I needed,
In turn
eventually bleeding,
all these writings.
If it was any other way,
the pages would be blank,
but it is me,
indelibly
I’m just as confused?
It should feel used
I needed pain
to make it rain.
If it didn’t happen this way,
these words and it’s order wouldn’t exist
This subject is penultimate,
And tomorrow, it’ll …
OCTOBER 6TH.
This is it!
I’m almost done.
I haven’t won,
but I didn’t lose…
Best you ever had
is on repeat,
take a seat,
I wanted to tell you; WERE BREAKING UP.
Me and the thought of you,
since we never were.
You’ll see me at some point,
higher than number one.
It will only reiterate that i’m that integer
And it’ll be with her!
I haven’t met her yet,
but shit,
my future is on my mind;
It’s only a matter of time.
So to you, it’s adieu…
